I am an optimist. I look for the good in every day. I strive for positivity.
Lately, I have struggled to stay optimistic, see the good, and stay positive.
So, I haven't blogged.
My blog is supposed to be a happy place, a positive space. Why infect it with my struggle? Why subject all of you to my darker places?
I believe there is good in everything, that is why. Maybe if I am honest with myself and with all of you, something good will come out of it.
I am three classes and a thesis away from earning my bachelor's degree. I don't know if I want to continue.
After a year in therapy, I stopped going at the beginning of August. I now realize I need it even if it feels like I am going nowhere or wandering in circles some of the time.
I am unsure about everything these days. At least a few tears fall every day.
Still, the optimist in me still gets me up and out of bed every morning with a "Keep trying and it will get better."